I am glad that i have put in my fullest potential for the last lap ahead
A friendly greeting to all of you ! sorry for the lacks of updates for the past 2 weeks, well due to the exams that are going to be over after monday, that i have to reorganized my time-table ! Perhaps if cynthia did not asked me to update, i wouldn't do that at this point of time, 9 papers are down. and i more to go. I am glad that i have put in my fullest potential into this exam, but somehow, i am still quite worried for the consequences and the outcomes that i will be getting soon in 2 weeks time. the feeling that i am now seeking is making me feeling great, but somehow someday it has to go.
sadly, i am now suffering from a gastric due to the exams constrain that i only ate a meal a day. okay i know this is ridiculous but i have no choice. i did some reflection on myself and i found out the studying method that i am using now was wrong, if i do not change it, i am seriously going to suffer next year and the years ahead! disappointing to myself and the people around me. ha! monday exam would be the chinese listening compre and art exam. well i am thinking of the art exam that is on monday. what if i am at lost at that time, i wouldn't want to fail it! perhaps i will fail :( :(
well, i think this end of year, some papers were really hard. i am hoping that i could achieve the best results that i could achieve. i was thinking if what if i disappoints my parents, teachers and even the people around me. honestly, i am quite a bit of worried that i will break my promised to ____. okay secondly, i think i am person who has low confidence in myself, even the people around me says so. at times. i would really agree that i am pessimistic. well.
Today after school was great i think! i think it was one of the best that i have. haha, coz i was able to have a short chat with____ and stephanie is pathetic! okay, stayed back after school for a short while, then saw the others was playing a netball match with the teachers! no offence, jean was shouting like a monkey, making weird noises! and i think ms nair is damn good at throwing the ball into the net! she is really PRO! ha!
haha! tomorrow is the mid autumn festival i think ! heh;) so it means that the day which i have been waiting for the bbq is tomorrow ! wow, time really flies! this year has flies really fast accept for some of the months which i felt lost about somethings. well, i felt that in this term of time really flies, i personally felt that it really has both the advantages and the disadvantages. The advantages that i think is because i am counting down to the end of november, so i could be able to see him again! haha! and the disadvantages is that school is going to end, so it means i will not have her lesson anymore. hope she could be mine teacher again! :( well will end here now ! bye!