so sad today.
just found out that i have make a wrong friend.
she stopped my best friend from going or being friends with me...
all the people around me just tell me how bad that person is but...
i dun believe...i told myself to not hear what other people says....
and always think that to believe only when you see it with your own eyes...\
well today i just found out....
i am not sure is weather that i am jealous or wad...but losing a friends makes me hurt a lot....
not sure to wheather say away from her or what....
but i feels that to stay away from her....
she had hurts me a few times but i just forget about it...
she said i am a bit ksand do not want to be friends with me.......she kept gossiping about me...but i forgiven her as i though she will change...
from the start of the year, i though you my friend was very caring....kind....hardworking...
but until now i felt a little bit of hurtness....in my heart....
why can't me and my bestfriend...can't go along....
why do you want to stop us...
why....
anyways........well i think i will stay from you as far as possible...
i do not want to have any friendship problems le.... please let me off
i feel like dying, crying....
{the riddle of red}
